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I appreciate your encouragement. Thankfully, I don't think I feel down about any of this. But I am a little perplexed about how to proceed.
I'll add that I've never been one who puts much faith in institutions. I have a naturally cynical nature. But I think my loss of faith is more that I don't see why I should believe in God when it pretty much could be the same as believing in any imaginary thing.
This sounds harsh to my ears, but I'm trying to put it as bluntly as I can to make sure it's clear.
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I don't know you from Adam, but it seems to me that you did not stop believing in God as higher power but you lost trust in the people (aka. organized religion) who run this "scam" as you said. I can tell that deep in your heart you have faith, just need to redirect it for the right purpose and not for organization that tells you what to do in what order and who to hate... That is purely your choice.... keep your head up!